tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33553999669461816202024-03-13T09:46:12.903+11:00Searching for CoffeeThe Blog is Dead, Long live the Blog. Here lies the ongoing record of a long letter to a friend.Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.comBlogger598125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-42570115480687309162022-12-02T09:13:00.001+11:002022-12-02T09:13:46.935+11:00<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnUNeiFPgDKsSiOexLVI9JJJ4jkZjyvsTH7IXtWJor8pensPzFXX_vYNwnD7vkVIZo15ccUBTCaakWfZkVPUzbeafHWooNa2-1s4NHzDq0bQiit551Nc0IQV9ltl8_L4-yyT6Y59Vg8yzIKmh0jtnT6gC0XThPlHu8zwalW11TyPgo0cHHv-RtVoM/s4032/AFC76B00-2BBC-4AFC-942C-B67159748DEF.heic" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnUNeiFPgDKsSiOexLVI9JJJ4jkZjyvsTH7IXtWJor8pensPzFXX_vYNwnD7vkVIZo15ccUBTCaakWfZkVPUzbeafHWooNa2-1s4NHzDq0bQiit551Nc0IQV9ltl8_L4-yyT6Y59Vg8yzIKmh0jtnT6gC0XThPlHu8zwalW11TyPgo0cHHv-RtVoM/s320/AFC76B00-2BBC-4AFC-942C-B67159748DEF.heic" width="240" /></a></div><p></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">How many new habits did the Pandemic start in my life? How many did I let go? Here, in Tasmania we had an unusual pandemic, as an island closed to the mainland and to the greater world - except with special exceptions that we did not need to or want to navigate- this for two years. I fretted from afar, was grateful for all friends willing to talk or text to me what was happening where they were, but I felt too self conscious to post my own experiences- I said my private gratitude- but kept them to myself. The blog was definitely not a place I was going to log my life. But I needed to look up some part of my life "pre" instagram, and here was the blog- still existing. I will say a public Thank You for that - and probably fret over whatever resources I am taking up by this place holder- That is a habit of Year 3.</span><br /></p>Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-50504695889696451242021-01-06T09:13:00.001+11:002021-01-06T09:13:26.747+11:00Instagram and the not so subtle manipulations of tech <p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-LVr9f-9dLp8/X_ThS1FOU9I/AAAAAAAAHR8/qbeBcpv7Zug8uwPfz1L-zB1O0nCLDsfsACLcBGAsYHQ/s2048/338405B7-4CB8-4D8E-A682-B775054D0604.heic" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="2048" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-LVr9f-9dLp8/X_ThS1FOU9I/AAAAAAAAHR8/qbeBcpv7Zug8uwPfz1L-zB1O0nCLDsfsACLcBGAsYHQ/s320/338405B7-4CB8-4D8E-A682-B775054D0604.heic" /></a></div><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size: medium;">2021 and I have finally found a way to get photos back onto my computer. At this point in my life I use just my phone 90% of the time. Lately I get messages several times a day urging me to buy cloud storage. It is a statement to my lifestyle that I have the time to be bothered by these constant pop ups. I found out that gmail doesn't erase message, so each time over the years I had swiped emails to what I believed to be a method of removal, I was only sending them to some archive function. I then, spent, hours and hours going through and erasing tens of thousands of emails dating back to around 2013. Yet still the prompts about storage kept coming. Then I waded through whatever this newest version of the podcast storage works...deleting many shows I no longer listen too, or that ended. Still prompts each day, soon I started looking at all attachments, messages, photos, still the prompts. </span></span><p></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I have now put the issue of storage and whether or not I need the cloud in my 'let it go' column. I resisted the cloud for years, but now if I want to use my mac email, the one email account I have paid for over the years, it must be forced to the cloud...to be seen on my phone, as this is the same company that would take my money for more storage, that makes sense. All these coercive methods of tech bother me.</span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Which in turn reminded me of this blog, which I used to resist instagram. I recently went to MONA the week they re-opened after Tasmania re-opened its borders. The first instagram photo I ever took was there, in 2011- then I didn't use the account until 2014. It is funny to think that I was using Facebook, but worried about the security of instagram, or I was less worried about security but I could see how it was going to be monetized before I could see how that would happen to facebook, but then when more than three people I loved were using insta regularly, I gave in.</span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I think 2021 will be too much like 2020 as far as our ability to leave the island so I am going to use the blog this year, if only for my own journal of events. Plus, I have erased a lot of email...which has prompted a lot of memories that I was to mull over. 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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">May 2020 a year from my last post- propping up an idea that I have always had, that my memory works from the same cues, Autumn here, in Australia reminded me to see if I could still view this blog. I was surprised that I could actually still see my entries.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I seemed to have lost all my photos from my computer, I didn't want to upload to a server somewhere- and I was using a program that was not the one that came with my computer.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">These days, the app Instagram serves as the visual diary of my life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have thought to do some posting here, for myself- as my social circle has caught up to me, and especially these days, I get to talk to people directly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gone over the past decade are limitations on data, resistant to texting or phone call apps.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Where once, I had to navigate each persons accessibility to send a single photo, often having to re-size them, now I can text them directly to their phones- instantly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I, have, of course been thinking about feelings of being connected, and impressions of being isolated as Tasmania is still closed to non-essential travel.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We luckily, had changed our flight to return to the island about 36 hours ahead of the government telling citizens to come home.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When I first moved to the island, I joked a lot about the likelihood that we would last on any global calamity (this turned out not to be true), and that we were pretty self-sufficient and sustainable even if we had to pull back to this hemisphere only (this feels true).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am still typing slightly in jest- but I find it difficult not to feel very fortunate compared to many other countries that are dealing with the pandemic. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I also have to acknowledge that in recent history, I have wished to be able to stay off a plane for an entire year (which I had done, almost, with ten months between trips)- and I have wondered many time, when and if my partner would ever be here for winter. This looks like it will be his first. As he needs to travel for work- we don't speculate beyond one month at a time. Our state could ease restrictions in the next week or so, but that is far from the airport opening up. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have gotten up twice, while trying to type this to spot birds from my yard. I think, because in the early years here, 2006-2009 all I had for connection was the computer. I even listened to my podcasts from my computer- pre-iphone.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have over the years, gotten in the habit of not being on my computer, and not using my phone needlessly, if I can do anything else. Now, at a time my friends are questioning how much they are using phones or looking at screens either computer, phone, or T.V.- I've already let go of that habit. This is an excellent time to look for birds, and I am fortunate they come to my yard. My sense of "urgency" is I think, much higher than most people here. I listen to a lot of news from Europe and the U.S. - and although I understand why people here are not worried- I can't really join in. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When restrictions ease, my only goal is to hike, in areas I hope will not be even 25% as crowded as the neighborhood has become. Each week, since our fourteen days of mandatory house stay ended, I have taken a walk that is normally not crowded and seen at least twenty-five to thirty-five people. The stores are the same way. It is hard to see a difference. I am keeping to errands like getting our flu shots, donating blood / plasma. I don't think too far into the future, because they idea that we might not get to leave the island for an entire year is hard. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Meanwhile I am my usual 50-50. I'll do an online yoga class, or exercise dvd. Eat a salad or something healthy- but then make a margarita at 2 p.m. Which is my plan...now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We had visitors from Sweden during Christmas. I thought I did a magic trick considering that no decisions were getting made and the time was getting closer. Tasmania is no longer a place you can do what you want without advance preparations.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But I had just been volunteering on Maria Island, so I knew that there would be no ferry service on Christmas day, and that they expected people to arrive on Boxing day.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We had a really lovely time, and our visitors got great weather, good food, excellent wines and close encounters with young Tasmanian Devils. Or at least the one.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Only my instagram account shows how many places we or I have been since then and I still can't get photos to transfer. But if we are friends, you probably use instagram or we talk by phone (that is once again, a thing one does!).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">2019 is very much like the years before- Tasmania feels unfamiliar, I am having trouble knowing how to get things done, how to use the right about of firewood, how to drive after dark in the many pitch dark roads.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I fear this will become one more blog that is just dropped.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">It served it purpose during the years of less internet access and friends with less knowledge of how to use technology effectively.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This has all added to my not updating this blog. I really have resisted moving on to a different platform. I have hoped or expected blogger to update. I have thought it was amusing, looking through the blogs that are still here, all mostly religious in nature. I needed this blog when an internet connection was hard to come by, and I couldn't email photos to all my friends unless I did a mass email, which always seemed to make people unhappy. Since the time that I started this blog, Instagram has started, everyone I know finally started using apps for phone calls or to text. Our long distance plans got inexpensive, so that I no longer even need an app.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Therefore, this blog turned into a place holder for me and my inability to grasp my own timelines. So let me update myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This year I haven't been looking back. I turned 50 and thought to myself- if now is not the time to be content and grateful- when is?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I had some really good personal events happen that I wouldn't share here except in a really cryptic form. I met my sister in person. She came to Stockholm with another of our siblings. This turned out to be really good, and really important, I think to all of us. I was also able to see how far I have come as a person- and I had a renewed sense of appreciation and love for my partner and all he has brought to my life. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We have a plan to stay mostly in the Southern Hemisphere, so I took every opportunity to travel through Europe while I was there. I tried to be present during all travels- and update Instagram just enough to later rekindle my memories. We essentially closed up our Swedish life, but I know that life is changeable and nothing is really over.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Avoiding good-byes because they make me sad</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Reconnecting with my past in ways that felt appropriate and just fine</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">An attitude of adjustment...trying to be nicer to myself and others and not feel the need to waste time on trivial things- </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">On one side of trying to sell an apartment in SE versus AU or the U.S., there are only set days for an open house. Having someone come by on short notice would be a rarity and only if the seller is quite keen to sell.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Having to have the apartment 'staged' for photos was a lot of work (we had help from friends)- but having the apartment look anything like the staged photos will be even trickier. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-74655665210312898102018-09-16T16:51:00.004+10:002018-09-16T16:51:58.502+10:00Lägenhet a Swedish word I can pronounce and surviving IKEA on a Saturday<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">How many things do you do alone? When I lived in L.A., people used to remark on their ability to see a movie alone as if it was...well remarkable. I understood a bit better when people would talk about dining alone, but I didn't cook, so for me the choice was "Dine alone, or eat from the AM/PM". Actually as a teenager living alone in L.A., being able to afford my 'Chinese Chicken Salad, no Chicken, dressing on the side' filled me with such pride, that I never thought about the fact that I was alone.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Thirty-five-ish years later and there are things I hate doing, and definitely not alone. Surviving IKEA on a Saturday is a good example.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am still keeping this blog in its limited fashion as a timeline for my brain that refuses to understand maths. I round all numbers...which leads to adding or subtracting years, which leads to muddling up life events and this blog works well to set that straight. Yet, I have never written other than cryptically - when other people are involved. Who am I to write about other people? This funny habit was the exact same style of writing that led to most of my written journals being too hard for me to decipher. Which might be for the better as I am not sure I like my younger selves.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Anyway- We might say 'Thanks for the memories' to our current Lägenhet. There is much involved in this process that I, as a foreigner would sum up with the 'att passa' verb in Swedish.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This is Swedish so one verb or one word is capable of many meanings- I think of it as the Swedish collective spirit. Anyway, there are items that "must" be in each photograph of the apartment. One can pay to do this...what I would think of as staging the apartment- some (enthusiastic S pulling along E in her wake) friends have been helping. Staging is quite expensive- and I do always use my time over money, in this type of situation- a situation I feel I can handle. But also I have been boring myself to tears doing the deep cleaning, scrubbing, sorting, sanding, touching up paint. But other than time a price to be paid was yes, the Saturday trip to IKEA. We also had two sincerely delightful small people who rallied even when Småland had a 1 HOUR wait so they came along, for the shopping, behaving if not better, well no actually they behaved better than us.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I hope my second cup of coffee rouses me enough to see if the paint in the entryway has dried (it was easily 6 years old and left by a previous occupant - but all the paint was oil based...and seemed the least ecological items I have had to face off with in ages so I used them...) </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-63950190519784577272018-08-30T19:11:00.002+10:002018-08-30T19:11:52.938+10:00September to September in a blink of an eye<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I think my computer is dying. I can no longer update or properly shut it down. I seem to recall a time that I could post via my smart phone but I believe that many people left 'blogger' because the platform didn't update with the times. Yet, I continue to at least leave myself monthly clues to look back upon and cue my memories.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We were quite busy catching up with friends when we returned after such a long time to Stockholm. Sweden and much of the Arctic Circle were experiencing large scale wild fires, and a drought all through Sweden. This at the same time that once again (a few years in a row) California is having the same problems. Each of my friends from each location around the globe said "...and governments don't believe in climate change..." I find it interesting when a sentiment seems to travel almost word for word intact around the world.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The band got an offer to play a show in Gorky Park, Moscow and I tagged along. When would I ever get another chance? The city felt like the largest I have ever been too. It felt like NYC, LA and Paris all meshed together. I had a list of things I wanted to do and see, and I got to most of them. We saw a lovely performance of the ballet Giselle. The audience was full of families with children, and what look to me as couples out on a date night. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am still grateful that I got a bit of winter- as we have a lot of logistics coming up between work and possibly selling the apartment.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I also have relatives from my fathers side coming to stay whom I have never met. Our lives do always seem to go by a bit quicker when we are living in a city and/or in Europe. I always feel like I have less time and yet I am getting more done. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-47113703311513559752018-08-15T01:22:00.000+10:002018-08-15T01:22:15.481+10:00A fire here, a fire there, fires everywhere. <div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I don't do well in heat. I am unable to have patience, my answers become short and snippy until I reach a point where I can barely find the words I actually want, and then I start just gesturing my irritation.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Stockholm was not built to avoid heat or the sun, Stockholm was built to maximize keeping the heat in. Our first few weeks have been trying to avoid the worst of the heat and humidity. The heat wave came with a drought and forest fires that the country was ill equipped to deal with. Our neighbourhood with its green spaces meant we are surrounded on all sides by dying trees and brown grass. As most of our friends were still away on vacations, we did the least amount necessary- and did our best to get some sleep each night although with an apartment that gets full morning sun followed by full afternoon sun, and the short two hours of darkness at this time of year...we mostly just took advantage of jet lag to call people in other time zones.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The most common phrase I met with when telling friends about the heat wave and fires was "Funny, and people think climate change isn't real.".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Speaking of climate change, Sweden has an upcoming election and although I would still put Sweden on a unique scale, I am hearing a lot of what I hear from friends in the U.S. and also worries I hold myself about Australia.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I still do not feel much like adding to this blog- and yet I find myself using the blog to go back and look through what I suppose taking a phrase used by facebook 'my timeline'.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So the place holder I would want here is to remember there was a drought and wild fires for the first time in a very long time in Sweden. Newspapers have stated 50-60 years, and even then not on this scale. Importantly more than one place in the Arctic circle as well as at the same time California is burning which seems to be a yearly - all reminding me of the mid-1970s and President Carter trying (without much success) to get the U.S. away from fossil fuels.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">At the same time, my personal day-to-day has been good. I've seen old friends, my best friend is finding the heat pretty hard to deal with so, neither of us are cranky with one another. Also, I am tagging along with him for a show the band is doing in Gorky Park. I doubt another chance to see Moscow will come my way.</span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-85659608293993759312018-07-15T11:46:00.002+10:002018-07-15T11:46:34.540+10:00From winter to summer in under 48 hours<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We are leaving in less than a week. The weather has been really cold, in a way that makes any gardening task seem like that task could ...you know...just wait until Spring returns. I have switched in this late hour to helping with the garage conversion- coating the wood panels with oil. The goal is that the two small rooms will be completed and items can then be stored there so that the large office space can be finished- hopefully in a week in late November when he has a week between tours. There was a recent switch to the workspace / garage / garden tool / where the automobiles are parked area that seemed to me a distraction from more the more important areas, but now, I think I was wrong. That area being more put together makes the project seem close to being finished. I am having trouble with the main house due to residual feelings from the robbery. Last time we left there was still scaffolding up from repairs to the house as a result of the robbery- the house was really clean as we had had to empty to house out to have the floors repaired. This year I seem to be leaving the cleaning to the last day- giving me a constricted time frame. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I always feel worry when I leave my book collection, but I have library cards, and credit cards- there are bookshops and libraries all over. Every idle fear has an answer these days. I have picked a book for the flights. I have ordered a new pack of crosswords. I have snacks to squirrel away in defense of plane food. I have armed myself with a new outfit in case of public appearances.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">One of the most interesting parts of living in a town that becomes overblown with tourism is how your everyday gets peppered with people that seem out of place. Then, day by day, there are other changes, often to do with out of town money moving in. People that are a bit more styled. Local dives that become crowded. Places to eat that seem twice the price of everywhere else. High end cars on the road. The lack of parking.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I love the new changes to the museum, the added permanent pieces of art, the new wing of the museum itself. The plans for HOMO the hotel- which aspires to be the highest standard of green-sustainability in building while looking cool at the same time. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I love that the catalyst for all the change is a single person, even though of course, there is a huge team that enacts the vision. He is spotted at the events- talked about in grocery line queues.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I love that I get to look into buildings that I have stood outside of and wished I could break into. I have never been here when there has been an open city day. All the architecture, and the stories behind them are interesting to me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We stayed on the island for more months together than we have done since we got our own place in Sweden five- six years ago. I have now lived in Tasmania longer than I have lived in any other place. I am not sure if I can truly say that because of how often we are away, but then again...I was also away on tour often during my time in Seattle...Los Angeles might qualify as the place I spent the most consecutive amount of days.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> Tasmania feels much larger than it did nine years ago, when all I had was Roller Derby practice and drama. But part of that might have been how little I fit in to that group. Had I fit in, I might not have been so willing to switch to Sweden and I believe I am a better person for my experiences there.</span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-33681602041488243732018-06-27T15:13:00.002+10:002018-06-27T15:13:15.193+10:00Dark MOFO, Week 2 <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Domain House, I read was were the original Hobart University was housed, and that the University regained ownership in 2011, and had since refurbished the building. This was not how the building looked to me- I thought this was another one of the many unused buildings that MONA seems to get access too.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The art installation was a virtual reality installation. This was my first time trying V.R. and I thought it was a lot of fun. There was a flying section, - of which there was a sort of night cityscape- for me the sensation was a bit like being inside a movie from the modern first person point of view that a lot of Sci-fi films use. I loved the experience so much I convinced more people to go with us the second time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">In the same building was 'Lou Reed Drones'- which apparently was Lou Reed's guitars and amps set up to feedback, in a continual droning manner.</span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-62531001373672558692018-06-27T12:52:00.002+10:002018-07-04T09:54:29.639+10:00Blogging out of order - S. comes for Dark MOFO Week 1<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">We didn't have much luck with that, and I proved to myself that my body still is resistant to that side of morning. I was ruined for any plans in the evening that didn't consist of being near my couch. My guest was moving into town for late night adventures, so our rest rest worked out okay for her.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Thankfully she had only added this on to her plans that had been booked months ago, so she had better opportunities to come. Hobart is definitely so popular that booking months ahead is now the norm. When I found out I'd be here in July I tried to find accommodation near Cradle Mountain so I could see the park covered in snow, but everything is booked out. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-1083969810673209022018-06-27T11:17:00.001+10:002018-06-27T11:17:32.616+10:00"I am slowing down as the years go by" <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The three week visit of my most frequent visitor has come to an end. We have our departure date for Sweden as well. For the first time we are going on a one-way ticket because we really do not know what will happen. I felt like a bit of a jinx during the festival as our attempts at capturing photos in the prime social media times of Sunrise and Sunset, low tide, or catching a natural phenomena did not go well when we were together. She did better after she relocated into town. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The festival continues to grow larger. My favourite part remains the fact that they use buildings that are not in full time use- or sometimes not in use at all anymore. I am always curious to see into buildings and learn about the history of the place I am living. A habit perhaps formed of not being from a place and having lived in so many different places. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Seattle has been in my thoughts often, because I notice changes here, that to me are the same type of indicators I saw when Seattle was "suddenly" discovered by more and more people in the the early to mid-1990s- </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I hadn't lived in Seattle long enough to feel I could rail against the growth like the locals and I still sort of feel the same way here- for although Tasmania does comprise basically all that I know as Australia...I am still a new comer.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now, I am beginning our last month before we leave for an undetermined amount of time, I seem always to use our comings and goings as markers of what I have not achieved. An attitude I am working to adjust- my analytic - judgemental self is boring me. So far, I am not feeling the impact of my trying to make changes. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-26168784879095085412018-06-06T18:32:00.002+10:002018-06-06T18:32:53.257+10:00..."the thorn, the veil, the face of grace, the brazen image, the thief of sleep..."<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I realized that this blog had not crossed my mind, since the last time I had a visitor. So another month has passed and now I have a friend arriving tomorrow- MONA has extended the dates of Dark MOFO, their winter festival, and we have extended our time to include most of winter here. Well, a good solid month of winter. I have bee enjoying the shorter days, with the sun setting at 4:40, the construction hours have lessened and I can miss most if not all of the noise. Of course, the construction is the lure that is keeping us here into winter.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Everyone is sleeping more, as if our bodies are making up for our 26 months without winter. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have a strange bit of superstitious thinking, that perhaps illustrates that I take random events a bit personally. I had written up a post here, and then the server crashed, and the post was actual lost, even though there should be the auto save. I was going to take this as a sign to not bother to re-write. However, my whole intention was just to put up a stop-gap to remind myself that my life does continue even when I don't feel there is anything worthy of a diary entry. Mostly this is because of our new phone plans that allow us to call long distance for no additional charges which means I have been if not actually speaking to friends, at least leaving them messages. Originally I started this blog because at the time there was no easy way to keep up with friends unless I did a mass email, which could cost a bit of money if we were traveling, or even on some of the plans that we have had. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But I do not think anyone keeps up with these posts, but I have become a bit dependent of using them as a visual calendar. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have been trying to use winter and the quiet to work on myself. I was a bit dependent on self-help books when I was young. For years I haven't felt a need for them, but as 50s are here- I feel a need to check in with myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">There is so much in my life I am grateful for- but I also do not want to become complacent to the point of ...well I guess to a point of ingratitude. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Tomorrow my friend and I are staying over down in Port Arthur, going to see a quartet play 'Quartet for the end of time' or as my favourite snob would say 'Quatour pour la fin du temps' as the composer is french Olivier Messiaen, the piece that he composed while a prisoner of war during WWII. Hence, perhaps the on the nose location of Port Arthur a former convict prison. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This May is one of our first together in Tasmania. There was a severe storm, about four inches of rain in under 24 hours. The lightning and thunder seemed to be just over our house, a sensation felt by every neighbour I spoke too. Reinforced by the action of the strike coinciding with our power going out. Over ten thousand people were without power for a day or so. All the historic flood areas like the old 'Wapping' area of the central business district were flooded high enough to move parked cars. I think people forget that a 'rivulet' runs through the center of town, mostly the streets have been built over the waterways.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Parts from the fish farms were washed onto the beach, newly patched roads churned up leaving heaped piles of debris in the middle of the roads. Our home is up a slope- and luckily even the basement/garage did not take in any water. So work continues on the garage conversion. The storm was late Thursday night, and by today, Sunday everything was calm enough that the Friends of Peter Murrell monthly weeding workbee went ahead as planned.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">There is a sphere in the center of the newest restaurant, two people can go in at one time, for fifteen minutes with an additional cost of $25. This is another piece by Turrell. After you see the light show, you are taken to a room that is completely dark for a bit of post-sensory - to sensory-deprivation.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We also went into the lovely new room called Spectrum Chamber, by Charles Ross. I don't think the museum has been especially empty in the last few years. This visit was as empty as it seems to ever get, and that just means that there is parking in the overflow lot, and you can get a seat on a shared table. I find that I can barely recall going there once a week, and being alone with only the artwork. Between Summer, Christmas holidays in Summer, followed by their festival, - then a lot is closed between the two festivals. The winter festival is almost the entire month of June now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have fallen short of keeping a good record of the garage conversion. From the very first time we looked at this house, he had the idea of converting the the space under the house. When there are stairs of some sort (this is one of the details not fully formed yet) put into the house I will start to think of this space as a basement. Basements are not common in Australian houses. I still can't remember why I didn't take this conversion idea seriously...I think perhaps there were other changes we wanted to make. We spent a lot of time altering the garden, and I found out that He was fond of taking down a tree. This tree cutting seemed alarming to me until I found that there are many quick growing gum trees that are native. People commonly replace trees of a certain type.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My point really, is that neither of us knew how much time, effort, and work would go into this conversion. He has been having a good time with most of the work. Our lives have changed in the last few years, in ways that gave him both the time and inclination to devote to the project. He finally started, and I had forgotten all about the idea. So our viewing points were from different places, also I have only been included in small bits of the process. I am not creating something, I am more left to deal with noise, dust, and workmen. Areas that I have used are not fully accessible, neither is my bike- anything down in the garage is coated and re-coated with sawdust, or concrete dust.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But recently, putting windows into the area that will be an office has made the project seem more worthy of completion...or perhaps the windows show the possibilities that a low room can offer. However, finding the windows was time consuming. We drove three hours North to the show room. Waited months for them to be completed, and then had enough problems with the installation that the workmen had to come three times, followed by a specialist from Queensland coming down to fix the last of the problems. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-58086590731753688052018-03-26T10:25:00.000+11:002018-03-26T10:25:54.093+11:00Australia "Big Australia" projections of population rise<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The weather has turned to high winds, low clouds, some rain, and grey-grey-with a little more grey. This is not completely true, yesterday dawned this way-but by late afternoon, the day was bright, and I was fortunately in the Botanical Gardens enjoying the turn of weather. This morning however, is a repeat of yesterday, the air in my room was nippy- the morning seemed quiet, and so I hit snooze on my alarm. Then messages started coming in from Stockholm- our friends gathered around Zok - I was being remembered and missed and missing everyone in turn. This happens...the feeling of fragmentation within my emotions created by living in and leaving so many places. And always the strangeness that I don't have any close peers here in Tasmania...people are now friendly to me...we have lovely neighbours...sometimes I run into a person I know - well enough to stop and chat. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But- I don't have any relationships that compare in closeness to friends elsewhere. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Meanwhile while I am left alone...I tend to pay to much attention to the news cycle, and to find ways to feel guilty and find ways to connect everything back to myself. When I moved here fourteen years ago...the population was under 21 million, the population clock is now at almost 25 million.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am obviously, one of those that caused the increase and my partner was also born elsewhere. While on my recent volunteering trip- most of the group was discussing this issue. The issue was under discussion because of a news program called '4 Corners' which I have just finished watching. I was concerned with the amount of fear I heard within peoples opinions. I was let down in myself that I couldn't combat the fear well enough to have any impact. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Even when I first moved here...I did realize that we had settled in a state that felt like a retirement state, and as pointed out in the report 1 in 5 Tasmanians are over the age of 65. I feel confused that the conversation seems to only be happening now, and I am confused that Hobart and Launceston do not embrace the challenge of growth through innovation- public transportation, staggering work times so the roads are able to handle more, creating green spaces and walkable cities. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Our home which seemed so quiet has a steady stream of cars that go by. I can remember sitting on my porch in Seattle, with Jada, watching the cars constantly going by at our 4-way stop-and that did not phase me at all. Neither did the size of my lot, I knew plenty of rich folk who had land size so large that traffic wouldn't be an issue- now I think about a bush block with a tiny pre-fab house that needs no work...but perhaps this is all circumstantial. I am not good at recognizing that-I tend to feel the 'immediate' is the 'always'.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Next week I am going to be on Maria Island volunteering. From what I can tell looking at photos my first time on the island was Jan. of 2014, which seems incorrect, I feel like I have been going longer but- probably not. I do think this is my twelfth trip which is a lot, in four years. There is a lot of construction going on, as there is a new ferry service, bringing many more visitors to the island. So although I will be getting away...I am little fearful there will be construction noise on the island as well! I am going to do the hard hike if I have the time - the Bishop and Clerk hike. There is a weeding location that is nearby so if we are 30 minutes along the correct route this is what I will do. By camping- I will be away from the group already so I won't feel too anti-social heading out alone. The island makes me wish I could navigate a boat...which is what many locals do- they just pop round the island by boat. As if this is the most normal thing in the world to do.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Today I got an email from Landcare Tasmania which organizes volunteer groups around Tasmania. The email contained their position on their (lack of) funding, what they need, what has been and not been promised from the political parties.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The email included a plea for people to vote, and some links to help people attain the information needed to vote. This is the first of its kind that I have received. Apparently there is a sort of unspoken etiquette towards not talking about politics, and specifically not trying to 'sway' people. This, however, seems to stymie the education of people on the issues. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Today on a.m. radio there were comments towards people voting for the 'candidates' they preferred not the 'party', which speaks to how I want to vote, and my trying to figure out if by doing this between two parties (neither are in the majority) am I splitting the vote?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have been here for over a decade but only now do I feel like I have a grasp on the politics. The state has changed - <i>a lot</i> of changes together with new people moving to state, more people using social media and the internet, more people with 'better than dial up' connections.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I get too many pleas for donations from the second largest party...and truly anyone can see that the party in power at the moment (Liberal) has more money, as expressed in advertisements. But I can't quite see how this improves anything...to plaster the city with ads. I could only see my way to donating my time. I have heard people express how irritated they are to get calls from the wrong voting electorate...I was not 'phone banked' but I have gotten multiple emails that seem as if the campaigns are not coordinated - but this makes sense when there seems to be a sort of 'throw as many items at the target as possible' strategy all around.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have been alone, I have been among strangers- volunteering time to go door-to-door in neighbourhoods near where I live with a candidate that is standing for office in the next election. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I thought I might be too fearful, but my curiosity seems to get the better of me. I thought I would be a bit offended when people couldn't be bothered, or are irritated that someone is disturbing them...but mostly that has been okay.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> I try not to scream out loud when party members (aka politicians) say CONSTANTLY "Well the opposition won't make this or that better-" there is this constant rhetoric of "It's not me! It's them!" like children.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am also trying to get over what I dislike about Twitter, because here, I do find that it is useful for quick updates- 'Why is the Southern Outlet (one of the two ways into town from our home) backed up?' or There is smoke! Is that a legal burn off or is there a fire that might spread? or better still - the list of which sellers will be at our local farmers market.</span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-45321403523911078892017-12-20T16:20:00.001+11:002017-12-20T16:20:52.638+11:00Just a girl out of her element<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am typing to you all...from a HOT, windy day- less than a week from Xmas, only I have no feeling for Xmas at all this year. I am listening to the new Curtis Harding via Spotify on my noise canceling headphones because there is loud construction noise emanating from below. The office in the garage is almost finished...at least the main parts. Not the windows, or the stairwell into the house seem to me, quite large undertakings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Meanwhile, I do not know where the time goes...although I am at the gym 4-5 (sometimes 6!) - I would say I have been going 5 days a week but sometimes I think that the sessions just make me too tired to do much else. I will do a bit of yoga - maybe a 20 minute 're-set', but I rarely go for a hike, swim, or bike ride like I would do when I was going to the gym closer to 3 days a week.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Here, at the bottom of the planet...hours ahead of most people I know...I find that I can untether from social media- which in turn- makes it easy for months to slip by. I am still phoning people which is fun when I can actually get someone to pick up a call. </span></div>
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Colleenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01212332570019892885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3355399966946181620.post-61463357862185741802017-11-16T18:25:00.000+11:002017-11-16T18:26:05.042+11:00Half-right - Violets in November, and a post before the end of that same month<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Even though I have tried to center all my attention on learning about Australian politics, the U.S. still spills over and soaks up some of my attention. After a particularly funny 'Broad City' episode, I can see that much of this year has been sadly dominated by Chump and all the darkness that seems to stem from that event. When I sit down to write I can't find anything that I want to talk about. The day-to-day seems too unfeeling in a world so full of well...strong emotions. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"> So if you find the current posts lacking - why not give me a ring?</span><br />
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